A Slap in The Face

Who would have thought that someone like you can be as heartless as Frankenstein, as a zombie I'm sure that he would not have any feelings. Wait, let me rephrase that, I think even the heartless creature of Frankenstein would not be as heartless as you can be and imagine that, you as a human and he just a mere zombie.

I guess it's true when they say that love is blind. For me to fall in love with you and thinking that you felt the same way too, well it's quite stupid really when all you did was hint and not deny, but never did you once say that you did have a little interest in me at all. And there you have it the first signs of love IS blind.

The level of stupidity that I'm feeling now is so indescribable. I really really do wish that we never even knew each other then at least something this crazy wouldn't have happened to me.

When I saw what I saw this morning, it was like getting a slap in my face. Months and months ago this was what happened before and I was too foolish to realize that whether she did admit it to you what she felt, I should have known what she was thinking. That even if she never did tell you, but she actually felt the same way you do. Either that her woman's ego kept her from letting someone else sweep you off your feet, and while that is happening, you too realized that "here is an angel that I have loved for so long and this is my moment for she is listening to my heart", and that's when you decided to scar someone else's heart by making her believe that we had an equal relationship while all along your actions proved to be otherwise. From the looks of all it's circumstances, I might as well just congratulate on your success for making a fool out of me.

Some have said that I have been so foolish to have let you into my life, I thought that I was so in love and I actually believed that this time after it all this was the one that was going to work. Boy was I so wrong. To those that thought I was such a fool and an idiot , this is your time to pat me on the back and say "I told you so". But neither one of you will realize that inside I'm crumbling down. All the stupid mistakes that I did before I wish I can take it back. Keep it locked up n a box and never ever letting it out again, then at least I now that I won't get hurt once again. This will serve as a reminder to me to think before I act, to not judge a book by its cover and to never actually think that I can trust anything that men say.