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Showing posts with label 2011. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2011. Show all posts

Saturday, June 16, 2012

There Are These Moments : Birthday

This happened quite some time ago, but I just realized I haven't updated, in fact, I'm so slow at it! but oh well, since this is not really a timeline type of blog, but I'll try my best to get the times alright?

So for my birthday '11, we didn't celebrate too eloquently, the thing that I would like to talk of though, is the thing that you did for me.
The few days before my birthday, we were talking and you were jokingly giving me a picked up present of a pen you took from the floor. So I joked that you didn't even know when my real date was and I can't remember what you said, but then I know I was just testing to see if you actually knew the date. And all I remembered was that I said that you didn't "have heart". But on the day before my birthday, or technically, at 12.04 am, I remembered a message coming in to wish a happy birthday and you exclaiming that you did remember my birthday. Then I jokingly said back that you actually checked. But I have this gut feeling that you did not. And that you did remember or even if you couldn't remember the exact date, you did remember roughly. I remembered you grew defensive claiming that you really did, which I thought was right as well, as it was really thoughtful of you to have been preparing to text me. Sniff. So thoughtful.
On the day of my birthday, I felt a little upset, that I didn't get to out for dinner with her. Instead she felt that the idea of surprising me was much nicer. But in my eyes, I just wanted to share it, even if it was just a simple ordeal, with my besties. Nevertheless, my wishes were not fulfilled, so this year, I thought, maybe I shall spend it alone, and maybe splurge a little. Go for a spa or mani pedi. Haha okay enough of the future, just of the past please.
So i can't really remember what, but I was texting you, and we were talking about being alone and stuff and about the rain. I remembered telling bestie something about it. And then the next thing I knew, they brought the cake back along with you. They sang, then you sang, requested of course. I was really touched that you made the effort of being there especially since it was raining.
Bestie told me much later that you kept asking her what to get for me. I was joking about the present really, just wanted to see if you would give, and what it was, and whether I can hold it dear to my heart and shout it to the skies YEAH THIS WAS GIVEN BY HIM SUCK THAT YOU SAD LOSERS WHO ALWAYS LAUGH AT ME. Haha. So then I was waiting for the bus that day. And you called, which was surprising. Mind you that was the time that we weren't so close, and that to receive a call from you it was like "heart flutters" hahaha. Okay, if he was reading this, he would totally give me the lame face. Fine, be that way, whatever. I like feeling like a giddy girly girl. It's rare for me to be able to portray it, and since this is my blog I can do what I want with it! :P
You asked if I was doing anything, you wanted to take me out to get some stuff. I knew actually haha but I didn't know what it was. So we went, and then you casually brought me (this one was a little of a shocker) to the store and asked me to pick. I didn't want to so we were debating in store. Finally I gave in, because of you harping on me. And I got me a pink bottle (although I preferred the red which they didn't have so sad, and you know this too now anyway hehehe)

And so that was the story of my '11 Birthday of course much simplified. But knowing me, when I read these words I will be able to imagine them in my head again. Of course not exactly, but oh well, better than nothing right :)