Just Letting It Out

I know that this is totally out of the blue but I really really had to let it out. I don't know why but I feel that as we go on in our lives I get this feeling that instead of being better friends, you seem to treat me like you don't know me at all. And though it's hard to admit but I'm starting to think that if the signs you have showed to me in the first place was just something that you thought was fun and that it would be okay to do it. For the record, I am feeling really really ***king upset right now and somehow I just have to express it this way. I have been so called 'cheated' twice in a row, and although I am no professional, all I can say is that if you have never had any feelings towards the other, then don't show it at all because the other person on the other side only knows too well how it feels like to be 'cheated' that way. It really really hurts and maybe to some it id nothing at all but to me it really makes me wonder what were you're motives in the first place. If you don't get it, screw it.