There Are These Moments : 周杰伦

I never really liked him before. And it was you that made me learn to love his songs. And on such emo days as today, I'm listening to his songs and I can't help thinking about you and how because you loved him, I made it an effort to listen to his songs. And I am glad I did, because his songs are really beautiful. Sad as well. Works well for how it feels right now. I know that I have happy things that you may have done to me that should be good enough, but it really upsets me that I couldn't be there, wasn't the one, bu neng pei ni. I know you would never understand how it feels, its also really a first for me. I can't believe for the first time I can't really sleep because of this. I'm usually upset and everything but I know that it would soon be solve. I know that this thing too will pass, it's just that when I think back I feel like why, why did it happen. You know there are so many things that I have done to help make us closer, and go ahead you can call me a noob because I really am new at this, I have never done this before, and maybe never felt this way so strongly before, so everything is new to me, even jealousy. It's as if its much stronger and much more meaningful now. I know I shouldn't get wrapped up in it all but I just can't help feeling that way, and the tears, wow, they roll. And because of that, I'm starting to feel sleepy. Hopefully I can fall asleep now. Maybe tomorrow would be a better day and things will not be so dramatic as it apparently was. I can wish that it didn't happen, but I know deep down it did, all I can hope is just that someday ni ke yi zai wo shen bian.