Unofficial Second?

Well, nothing says it best like the title that seems to explain all.

It all started today when you said you were going to be late, and after much thought, it was better that you didn't come, after all, what good does that do for you to come to something that held no meaning, when we did not bother listening as well. And besides, if you came, it was the only thing that you were coming for which not only wastes your time, but rather a well, oh, you get it don't you? Then you sprung on me an impromptu message, one where I was more than delighted to obliged. After all, this was one of the few things that sparks and helps bond us closer together isn't it? But to state the obvious, I could not make it too apparent, and therefore had to pretend that it was weird that you suggest the two of us. So what you said was that we would call others, and the only one you actually bothered to ask in the end was my best friend. In the end, it can be said that you did it actually did not bother you that we were the only two going out, when in fact it was a problem for you the last time when you wanted to go out with another. It feels special that you and I have this unspoken agreement that we happen to love each other's company. Or maybe that's just what I think. In the end, it was a very exciting impromptu, that included me in your plan and nobody else. And this really is a rarity because if it were last time, we always had company when I wanted you only. Nevertheless, today was a great day, we talked much, walked much, laughed much. And all these done together made us that much closer in so many ways which we may have not done in a very long time. There wasn't much uncomfortable silence, even if there were silences they were short and comfortable. I can remember that I did lots of laughing, and the pure happiness shines in my eyes, or that's how it felt. And the thing that you were actually trying to see my life from my point when you wanted to borrow and read the type of books that I was interested in, the same way I get when I am interested in your language, as well as the songs that you listen too. And then there was the time when we talked and it was so cute. As well as when you bumped into me, on purpose, I don't know, but all I know was the numerous time had me feeling tingly that I knew I had to stop, otherwise I wouldn't know what I would have done. Though I really wished I could grab you and finally feel what it was like to have a little bit of you, be with a little bit of me. I can tell you that I liked it, but I had to stop it, because I felt a little clumsy with the way we walked and felt like I was an intrusion to you. But I can tell you on my side, there was much electricity and heat that I felt whenever we hit contact. I was really me, I think I scared you when I laughed so much, or the way I talked when I was trying to be in denial, or when I smile at you and had lots and lots and lots of expressions on my face, but all I can say was that I didn't hide much of myself, and I gave you me. I wished that something more had happened, but even though it didn't it can be considered a blessing already as you had me go out with you, alone, all of a sudden and that you were also you as well. No hidden identity, no camera shy moments, just you and sincerity. In the cinema, I swear that it really felt that you were comfortable with me and the spot that we touched, it definitely was warm and electrified. I say that I'm happy we grew in so many ways, in terms of digging into the past as well when we just sat there and talked. It is also these things that make it more special. Because it is these moments that can bring us closer and closer. It's like the beginning of something more yet to come. We talked about so many things that I know in so many ways means more to me than it may sound to anybody else, and it is these that unites us into one. All in all, a happy and memorable day for me, though I can't say the same for you. And I can definitely say that we are much more closer than before in so many ways, it's even hard for me to explain.