I'd appreciate it :)

There are so many things that I wish I didn't do
So many things that starts with an 'if only'
And though I wished we'd still be friends
I know, that whats done is done
What could be, should be
There's no use thinking of things that might have been
And things that shouldn't have been done
Things happen for a reason
And that's something I have become

Although I wish that things could be different
And I tried, I did, I tried to change that
But you seem to take it the wrong way
No, I'm not that into you
No, I don't understand what you're trying to do
No, it's not the same without you

In my mind there are these thoughts
Thoughts of how you use to treat me
Thoughts of how you use to tease me
Happy happy thoughts of you and me
Just like you did today
But instead today you weren't with me

Then I find myself stranded in the field
Just thinking if this is real
And much as I wouldn't want to admit
I know that you had enough of it
But you ought to know that you lied
Not just to me but to everyone else
You said you wouldn't do what you did
But just look at it now, this, it's contradicting
Then again you wouldn't get this
This trying to understand me thing
But anyhow, I'd appreciate
If you did put a little effort in it.