爱不爱都痛

Just when I thought that this was something different, something nice, something good.

I was wrong. I was fooled. I was played. And I lost.

You win. People like you you always win. Why didn't I trust my instincts? Why did I have to be so stupid? Why did you have to make me fall down so hard so badly, so blindly without care?

I started to fall in love with who you are. Day by day as I get to know you better, I fall for your personality. You're fun to be with. You're nice. You're funny. You're someone special and I thought we had something going on. But I was wrong. Why must this happen to me? Why'd you have to do this to me?

I know that there would be no chance at all. No chance for me, but I would just like to think that I stand a better chance and in the end, you'll fall for me the way I have fallen for you. We're best friends and that's where it starts!